One and half year ago,I oping this blog for the sake of the girl I love who by the name of BB.But half year ago,I delete all the data including diary.Diease and some bother things come from family,let me feel suffocation.At last,I make a decision that give up and end all about us.It's the best distress choice I take in my life.Because I love she and I want hold her hand under the sunset till we ageing.She is the first girl live in my heart.Now,she fall in love with a boy but me.And I always love she so much.Even if we meet everyday.But no communication betweem us.Look like two stranger.

Today,I yearn this blog sudlly suddenly and open it.Found it chang so much,all of my data lose except the account and password.

If the time may return,I will make the same choice.By the reason of  I can't give she a perfect life.I get disease,and she is the one who I love the deepest.Sorry...forgive me,I trully love you...