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Dear Chole,
It has been 55 weeks, namely 373 days, since we first dated--in the evening of September 22nd 2006, when we were first date in the Restaurant of Fast First 3 Second located at the Walking Street Longdong. But now, we have left each other for 5 mouths, and I even do not know How you are .
The moment I dated with you, I was deeply attracted and astonished by your unutterable beauty, elegance and grace. I knew immediately that I felt in love at the very late sight. The feeling of love had left me for more than 9 months since I felt that I did no longer love XX any more at the beginning of the year 2006. I was so excited to get aware that I was still able to love someone else, which I thought I was incapable of.
But meanwhile, I had a clear idea that, compared with you, I was totally not qualified enough to win the love from such an outstanding girl like you. And whenever I love a girl, I wish her to be the happiest girl in the world, but I know I might not be able to give her the utmost joy and all the things I want her to enjoy even if I work extremely hard and earn 10000 times as much money as I am earning now. Strangely still, I have a long-term thinking that I am not an auspicious man and will probably bring unluckiness to a girl whoever I love. Therefore, the best way to wish her well is to keep a distance with her and find her a better man, who has better qualities than I have and loves her more deeply than I do.
My dear Chole, I have been completely in good wishes for you. I know that you must have gone through harsh difficulties, which might have changed your characters a bit. Through loneliness, pain and sorrow you have fought your way, and fought your way almost alone on your own. I want so eagerly to help you with that in the future not as your boy friend but as one of the closest friends of yours, not because I do not like you but because I love you so deeply that I want you to have more colorful life than you can possibly get from me. I just want to shoulder your burden for you and speak jokes that make you laugh whenever you feel sad. To me, your smile and happiness would be my best prize and source of energy. Unfortunately however, I was misunderstood......
I have to make it clear that I am really not a “freak” or a “psycho” of any kind. Although maybe I do have some slight mental or psychological problems, which all origins from overvalue of passion, feeling and love itself, I do not mean to bother or hurt you purposefully throughout the time.
It has been a memorable 30 weeks because for me it has been almost 42 weeks of regret and reproach. I feel so regret that my strange acts misled you and at that time I was so eager to get your prompt forgiveness by overreaction which was totally wrong and unacceptable. Though 42 weeks have gone by, I can easily remember almost all detailed subtleties of your words and expressions, of your frowns and smiles, of the way you walk or eat, which are all my precious gifts impressed and cherished in my mind.
Dear Chole, I still love you so much and I still long for your forgiveness and our valuable friendship which means almost everything to me. I will be always ready to be of your service if you need any.
Best wishes,
Yours Faithfully, D.Mahome |
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